Just came back from lunch break. I'm just wondering if there would be 1 day I can go without thinking of my situation? Even when I'm ill and asleep most of the time, I'd still have that very little time to still think about it. Is this heading towards self-destruction? Best of all when I have absolutely no idea what is happening; neither can I see the light at the end of the tunnel. But one thing I know, whether this whole episode will end badly or in a good way, I know that there would be a finale, he is not that irresponsible or unreliable. And the reason for how 1 fight could lead to such repercussions would finally reveal itself. I have stopped dying to know; but never stopped wanting to re-reach that light of love.
I'm now at rest; not wanting to think too much about what can or what cannot be. I just want to trust that this episode in my life is not to destroy me, but to help me grow; stronger, better and for the betterment of my own person. However, if there should be any disappointing news coming up, I'd like to be spared. It's really a little too much for me to take, considering all the hell I've been through and back.
I'm now at rest; not wanting to think too much about what can or what cannot be. I just want to trust that this episode in my life is not to destroy me, but to help me grow; stronger, better and for the betterment of my own person. However, if there should be any disappointing news coming up, I'd like to be spared. It's really a little too much for me to take, considering all the hell I've been through and back.
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