Extremes

Just got home from a beer-wine session with a girlfriend and her man and some other friends. Chit-chatted about nothing important. Until she mentioned something about how I am gonna handle my life. I told her I didn't know because I couldn't tell the future and will just continue with my current plans. Nothing special in particular except that it could really be better.

The movie "12 Lotus". Good show -- meaningful and very sick. 12 chapters of the lotus girl. Each chapter speaks of life's good or bad. From 1 to 12, it speaks of how this very empathetic yet life never went well for her from day 1 till the day; girl's life sucked from the beginning and only to get worse till she was driven mad, being cheated by men. Life screwed her life till all I can say is; she only lived to suffer till the day she decided to say "goodbye". Damn sad.

Anyway, back to my life..... erm... nothing special really. 'cept sometimes it's shitty, sometimes it's good. For some it's mostly good, for some, mostly sucky; and for the rest, they're clueless about what they want so it becomes as shitty as it gets while it can also be as good as it gets.

................................................................